[what good is a heart]
I told you how I felt
I told you what it meant
But I still haven't changed your mind

I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain
But you can let down your guard

Cause when we run, we hide
We deny what's inside

Chorus
What good is a heart, if you're not gonna use it?
What good is your love, if you're too scared to choose it?
If your heart is beating, then it's for a reason
If you're not even willing to start, what good is a heart?

Don't make the same mistake that people often make
And miss out on a chance for love

You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon
Cuz you're dying inside

Cuz I'm a man, but I cry
I have fears, I won't lie

Chorus

Come on baby, you know it
Girl anyone who looks can see that I'm right

There's a chance, we should take it
Or regret it for the rest of our lives

Chorus

[phua chu kang]
Phua Chu Kang was asked to make a sentence using 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9 and 10. Not only did he do it 1 to 10, he did it again from 10 back to 1.

This is what he came up with...... "1 day I go 2 climb up a 3 outside a house to peep. After I saw couple, couple saw me, so I panic and 4 down. The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me but I run until I 6 and throw up. I chabot into 7-eleven to hide and grab some 8 to throw at him. Then I get 9 and try to stab him. And 10 hor ... 10 hor ... he die lor.

So, I put the 9 back and pay the girl for the 8 and left 7 eleven. Next day, I call my boss and say I am 6. He said 5. Tomorrow also don't need to come back 4 work. He also ask me to climb a 3 and jump. I don't understand, I nice 2 him but I don't know what he 1.

[more sentosa pics]
just received an email from one of my mates in camp... yohooo.... way too cool man... i am now at home resting... well deserved man... don't want to overwork myself....

[kindof busy]
chilled out at sentosa today.... and should be clubbing later... but i have not read the papers and i am still chatting on irc... meeting my friends at 7.30 somemore.... have really been kindof busy lately...

[sentosa madness]
finally after deciding to go to sentosa for so long... i am now compelled to go.. not that i am sore about it.. i am actually very happy to be going! it's a healthy charity walk in support of the courage fund...

at a friend's place updating my blog now... his computer is sooooo cool... windows xp somemore (i think)... haha.. anyway gotta go now... helping to barbecue the food...

[army video]
have been spending the past few days rehearsing for a skit for some smoke-free day campaign.... it's supposed to deter people from smoking but it's kindof comical too...

here's a brief outline of what took place the past few days...

tuesday - read the script and rehearsed the lines and tried on clothes..

wednesday - ran through entire script with actions... added in some details and ideas... also did a full dress rehearsal...

thursday - finalised some additional scenes... filmed the whole skit...

[friends]
Friends are people in your life
You can never run from and hide
For they hear you speak every night
And they listen to your plight
Any problems you can share
For they will always care and be there
Cheer you up when you are sad
Calm you down when you turn mad
They give you many good suggestions
Provide you with lots of love and attention
Help you solve your problems
Spur you on with their encouragement
Never will they leave you aside
For in their hearts they have you inside
They'll be by your side when you need them
You can count on them till the very end
Having them is a pleasure
So keep them close, just like treasure!

This poem was written to commemorate my friendship with someone special... Sounds nice huh?

[taking a break]
will be taking a break from fullStoP.... will be going behind the scenes probably as a cameraman for sp news online and photographer for fullStoP.... but will still remain as fullStoP's associate editor... submitted a few new articles and have got one project coming up... also interviewing a famous dj soon... so sad, i won't be able to go for ndp 2003 as an usher.... sob sob.. really wanted to go desperately... now my hopes are all dashed... sob sob... soooo sad...

i have created a new page on my biography... check it out under fave links...

[meeting tomorrow]
fullStoP will be going through a major revamp and tomorrow's meeting will determine the contents of the 'new look'.... heard it's gonna be something like our own streats or today... but it'll still stay as monthly publication...

[more stock cards]
yup... besides updating the stock info on cards, i also had to update the softcopy in the computer... and yes.. there were more stock cards today... about 80... plus i also changed the lighbulbs in the toilets...

[more work]
my unit is now going through the most dreaded thing in the world - stocktake... so i have heaps of work to do these days.. on top of the normal office duties, i have to check stockcards... all 700 of them! all in ten folders... and the info is so unreadable lor... but i finished doing it in one and a half days... that leaves me wondering... hmmm... what will i do tomorrow? beats me..

[way too cool]
got bowled over last night at bugis... caught x-men 2... the show was great and i was literally transported into the world of mutants.... loved the special effects, the characters and the story... i'd say bring on x-men 3 anytime!


just look at iceman and that's a gauge on how cool this installment of x-men is....


storm, wolverine, mystique, cyclops, jean grey, magneto, rogue and other mutants join in the show...